24.9.11

Wanting. Wishing. Hoping. Knowing

What do I want?
I want a boy who is my best friend. A boy who is honest and open, a boy who tells me when I look a mess that I look like a mess, a boy that tells me when I do something right and when I do something wrong. I want a boy who makes me laugh...alot. I want a boy who makes my heart beat like a humming birds wings. I want a boy who is smart and a go-getter. I want a boy who lets me feel safe when I'm feeling scared. I want to wish on a shooting star and to know that my wish will come true.
What do I wish?
I wish that boys would just be straight forward. I hate these stupid guessing games. If you like me let me know. If not and you just wanna be friends, thats way cool too. Just let us know. Boys- stop being  a "player" thinking that its cool and  stop trying not to hurt our feelings by leading us on. I wish that I didn't worry what I looked like. I wish I had something witty to say all the time. I wish I was the girl any guy would want. I wish for a love story that will last a life time and will make other girls strive the what I have. I wish for the hope to always continue on.
What do I hope?
I hope every one would realize how many people care for them. I hope that I don't miss my opportunities. I hope I make a good impression on you. I hope that things will all work out. I hope that people would just love and forget hate and anger. I hope for a better path. I hope for the life I wish and want.
What do I know?
I know love is real. I know my parents, siblings, and friends love me. I know that I have everything I need right now. I know that when things don't work out that its for the better and that I needed that experience to make me the type of person I want to be. I know that everyday won't be sunny. I know that its only in the dark that you see the stars and those stars are what will lead you back home. I know that if I make myself the best person I could be that I will find the boy that will be the best boy for me too. I know that anything is possible.


XOXO Love always,
M.

6.9.11

Its Kinda A Funny Story

It's been a while. I've had to much to do and not enough time to do it so I've been slacking on my blogging. To make up for it, I've made a goal to write on here at least once a week. Hopefully, I can't keep that goal together and not let it be like the other hundred goals people make and don't keep.

So heres a tip for the ladies and heres one for the misters. Ladies don't get caught up on a guy to quick. A flirty guy may just be a flirty guy not an interested guy. If you don't want heart ache, don't just put your heart up for grabs to the first guy that comes around. Have fun with boys and enjoy flirting with them, but just be a tad bit cautious. Guys, don't flirt with two girls at once. If you are a flirty type guy then be flirty, thats cool and way fun.  Don't sneak around flirting with one girl and flirt with another girl too. Its just silly.

Now, why would I bring that up? Probably because I had a personal experience with it this weekend. Now, my heart wasn't broke because a boy was flirting with me and my friend at once because I thought it was hilarious and a perfect story to write about. So I was watching a movie with a bunch of girls and guys. I was sitting by a boy, lets call him Timmy, and next to Timmy was a girl named... Jane. So all three of us were pretty squished on this little couch. Timmy trying to make us all comfortable puts both of his arms around us. Standard guy move, not a big deal. So Jane leans back on Timmy. And Timmy starts playing with my hair and scratching my back and being all cutesie. I was like I might as well repay the favor. So I was scratching his back. With only 20 minutes left of the movie Jane gets up and goes and lays on the ground next to me. Right as she does this Timmy stops being all sweet and just lays his hand on my shoulder. I was like hmmm... interesting. So I see Jane the next day and she's all excited because Jimmy was flirting with her and cuddley with her during the movie. I didn't have the heart to tell her that he was doing the same thing with me. But figured I'd just back up and let her make any moves on him. Moral of this story is if I were to have told Jane, then Jimmy would be left with no one and Jane would've been kinda sad. So Boys, pick one and be happy about it or just don't be sneaky about your multi-person flirting and then everythings okay too.

So theres my funny story and little bit of advice for ya! :) Have a story like this? Let me share it! Email me.

XOXO love always,
M.